Is that me?? Or is it??

new things i life need a push~~

2009-11-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

I'm moving to tumblr..... if u want to read it click here

Quote~

2009-10-25T22:40:00.002+08:00

Love the things that wont last forever~
People will thing before act but acting is better than thinking hahah~
Shit will fly if we stay high~
It's like bringing a knife on a gunfight~
Stay cool when i have the chance to be wet~
Romeo will stay if Juliet starts to sing hahaha~
Butter is like cheese when it melts~
Chemistry is better then biology but Add math is like a killing machine~
J will be L when K starts to fall~
Letting go is a part of love~
That's what people say but they never listen~
Say no to love but yes to sex~
People will start to act when there are orders so Give orders ~
Jokes are lame but they stay forever~

enough with the quotes hahahah I'm tired of thinking hahaha

well to tell u the truth Ive worried so much lately because theloveofmylife likes to get wild and now she is addicted to clubbing and such *sigh*
but the worries fade abit after she promise me that she wont act and try any Dumb doings hahah~

now thanks to my reckless driving my dad is going to buy a new car hahah~ and I'm so sad because there is no red hhahah~ but still at least i still have a car to use as a transportation hahah~ i think I'm gonna stop hahah I'm running out of ideas on what to post ahah~ Sayonara~ hahah

Continueation of the disconnection~

2009-10-11T23:10:00.004+08:00

So now I'm going to tell u ppl what is wrong with me well ....... i have a bad time to get my hormone pump up .... i actually go emo, happy, horny, sad, etc when the moon is full a.k.a 12 midnight, when the clock strike midnight i actually will go berserk such as i will become so furious at someone and write a blog to release the anger within as a result some group of ppl will be hurt REAL bad hahah~ so because of this "disorder" well i lost in the war but won in a battle between truth or the right answer hahah~ ( mamat pun favourite question before answering a question ) ahaahaha~ and now i think I'm in love AGAIN maybe this time i will take it very i mean VERY slowly =D hahahh~ now thanks to my mock exam i had to study ( shit i hate this part ) and i have to restrain myself from playing around or playing PS3 *sigh* hahah~ but now i feel a bit happy because i know there is someone who is willing to love me the way i am haaaa=D * alhamdulillah*................... well FYI im going to fight my way through SPM and after this examination i will party like a Sloth hahah~ and because spm is getting closer and closer ( Jaws theme song playing ) soo is my plans for after-spm-enjoyment ..... things that i can be sure of is that mamat will be staying at my house because his parents will go to JAKARTA but he decided to stay hahahh~ and some other that will be so hype till we're going to remember till we grow old and tell our grandchildren ahah~ ........... there is also I'm going to work with Z and will earn some cash for me to buy myself an SLR ahahah~ I'm so addicted to it and so much more hahah~ that is all for now tata~ *Yuan Out* BTW i think I'm going to change my phone number hahahah~ owh yea bebeh~

smthg wrong bout me~

2009-10-05T19:51:00.003+08:00

today or tomorrow I'm going to tell you one of my " bad stuff" before that i got to tell theloveofmylifeiguess because this thing will explain why am i like this and this will explain to her y i don't tell her stuff when i told her that i will......

when others know this 1st then her she will be pissed and its better to avoid getting pissed (in an angry way not a piss = pee ) at........ so I'm gonna update this blog after i tell her ...... because of this behavior i lost a lot of things example; a friends, someone to hang on to , etc u get the point so sayonara~

people ~

2009-09-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

hello world ~ now that i reading a book on how to make money , i think I'm ready to tell u that i had a fight with my best friend because i wrote my last blog ........... i was pretty blurr at first because i wrote that blog so that i can update my blog but no~ she wants the blog to be bout her hahaahh~ she was pretty pissed till she doesn't want to have any connection with me........ i makes me feel kinda sad but this is life if i cant learn it now when shall i ?? like the book told me " Life is the best teacher to us " and i think its kinda true cause from mistakes you made in life it makes you think more and try too avoid it when it is going to happen again....... well the previous blog was a fake and she still thinks that it is her well if that how she wants it and that what she gets................ so now i know that people can think differently and have a different brain , so next time I'm gonna write a blog about my life and try too avoid posting a blog bout friends or my master plans.........

for whom that thinks that this is about them all I'm gonna say is a boy can be pissed about everything even on what people told them especially when they are tensed or stressed out......

question : how would you feel when you're in a tensed or stress situation and u fell the need to tell someone but when u did tell them and all they can respond is " why is the world spinning around me " how would you feel if you're in that situation * sigh * .......... juan out~

Updates and my Plan~~

2009-09-23T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hello people its been a long time since i last update and i have gain so much hahah~~
now that its Raya FESTIVAL IS the BOMB hahah~ i want to wish to all of u muslims Selimut Harry raw Yea~~ and my dad bought us a new PS3 hhahaah~~

Now I'm going to tell you my master plan........... well it starts with something like this, i have a friend who likes a girl that I'm close with ( to tell you the truth he is a sucker in loving) so to help him to get her i try to neglect the girl and try to minimize the text we send to each other and everything we do together so that she will start to get away from me and go to my friend and hope that the girl will be attracted to him and she like him as a result...

After a month of getting away and avoiding my pan work ......
when i was sending them home we play a game that is to list 3 person that we like the most after my turn its hers and well her answer was she likes my friend but still 50-50 about it...... to tell you the truth I'm a bit sad to sustain my loss but still I'm very happy that they will be going to be lovers and at least they show some likeness to each other ... i hope that she would understand on what I'm doing right now.....

over and out~

tired~~

2009-08-27T11:09:00.004+08:00

thanks to my tiredness i failed to succeed my plans of joining together my friends with the st3sas haa~ maybe because we fought. its suppose to be my day to stalk Paw Ying Hui like i promised her last night shits a lot of planned things today just *poof* because of overslept i wish i can go back and remake my life *sigh*......

Coffee = HYPER ~~

2009-08-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

today i was trying to experiment on smthg so i tried to drink coffee haa~ and i was so hyper that i search for pictures and stick on to my wall haahaha~~

Awwwwsomeness!!~

2009-08-21T23:06:00.001+08:00

For the first time in my life I'm driving a manual car oowwww yeah~~ And it was fun hhahaha bot still i need to memorise a lot of things haahh~~ SHITs***

Haywire~~

2009-08-20T14:54:00.001+08:00

now my life has gone haywire thanks too some people whom made it true~~

Hoho~~

2009-08-17T16:33:00.003+08:00

today was fine because i get to see my pen yous back but i still felt the tiredness off walking from my grandma's house to the old court house for 2 days haaa~~ well my legs are still killing me ............ i manage to stay awake till the whole class was over but that was a failure because i slept during chemistry .......... ahhahahahh~~~ wadapak !!
so today for the first time in history i come to school with a master piece that i cut it myself haahahha~~ it turns out bad because it was night time and i had to cut my hair with little light and all i have now is a bowl shaped hair hahah~ i was laugh by the two people one is sitting next to me and the other one is GG hahahahh~~ they had a great time laughing away * thanks for the support *
well i broke my 10th record today by taking a few shots by using my Sony camera well i manage to trick some ppl but in the end we took some weird pictures of humra and akezal vision * kelak ku upload * ................

so today the whole reason why i'm writing this blog because i want to express my feeling towards someone special * although i know that I'm going to get rejected again haa~~ * but still dont let your hopes down because too make love will need some time and effort ......... and all i want to say to her that I

♥ U ............................. but still there will be something in the way so all i have to do now is to continue on and on till she finally awaken hoho~~

P/s: this piece is sooo lame because it was fun too mess around haaa~~

Why.......~

2009-08-15T18:01:00.005+08:00

Why must bitches likes me
Why must spoilt girls likes me
Why must there be a third person in a life
Why must I need to drive without a licence
Why must i get ignored
why must i be so fucking humble
why must i feel bad
why must i say something good when everything is bad
why must i pretend everything is OK
why must i be a dude that is OK with everything
why must girls choose which type they like
why must i walk alone when people can walk with me
why must i say harsh things
why must i be good to everyone
why must i be a dude with no emotions
why must i feel that everyone hates me
why must i be the good guy but die in the end
why must people treat me this way
why cant i ask help from others
why cant i be what i want to be
why must people use me as a tool for their entertainment if they get bored
why must they leave when they have something new
why am i so faithful

why cant a normal girl like me back
why cant i just act how i am
why cant i just stay and be left alone
why must i stay with a hypocrite person
why must i let people use my stuff but i cant use others
why people must be thinks that I'm going to read their texts
why must i stay cool with people
why must i lost the things that i love the most
why must people leave while i stay
why must people ask me to have a spare
why must people never say hello
why cant i just accept the fact that people like when I'm gone
why must i follow the rules but she doesn't
why does she makes me feel guilty
why am i a rebound
why am i a spare
why am i a heartless dude
why must i be blame for the things that i didn't do
why must i be hated
why must people go and stay with a cool person
why am i a lame, boring and geek person
why cant people accept the fact
why must people be faithful
why must i ask for help from others
why must i cause trouble
why must i cover for others
why people are not grateful to me
why must people tell lie
why must people gives me hope and let me down
why must people think that i am a playboy
why must people think that i have a lot of money
why must i read **n**i
why must i release my stress here
why must i continue why-ing

Just why .......

Haaaaahaha~

2009-08-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

I feel sad because people never say Hi
people never help me around
people never stay around
people never say they have feelings bout me
people always reject me maybe because of stupid reasons
people never fell grateful in life
people never feel happy when I'm around people never understand
people always forget what they say
people never appreciates me
people never accept the way i am
I'm sad because i fell tired that's all so ignore all the things that i just wrote

After a long time~

2009-08-12T23:11:00.001+08:00

After a long time ~~ well to be exact " I think I'm in LOVE "

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAWHDIR!!!

2009-07-06T21:21:00.001+08:00

WELCOME AND DOMO 4 THE FISH AND A PIECE OF ART THANK YOU~~~~~

New album~

2009-06-19T15:23:00.001+08:00

I just finish downloading Taking Back Sunday latest album
"New Again" ........

Eating disorder~~~

2009-06-11T23:35:00.002+08:00

" Knk ngan kau bila ku nanyak dah makan lom mesti kau jawab x perlu "

the truth is i think that i have an eating disorder........ well i don't feel hungry nor full maybe its my brain and plus maybe i keep on thinking that I'm a weight to society because i keep on thinking that if I'm not around things will be much better like what jijik and z told me " mun kau xda....... xda org carik juak~~~~ " hhaha those words still flying in my mind ...... with this eating disorder i lost around 5 kg hahahha because sometimes i don't eat for the whole day and sometimes i only eat once a day hahahh maybe i can be the rotten dude~~~ hahah so now i think that when i don't eat i will not let people buy me food or cook for me and nowadays food are expensive so its better for me to avoid eating because if u eat more ill spend more plus my parents do provide me with any allowance hahaha maybe its better for me to just fade away and never return because no one even care and love me~~`

paintball massacre~~~

2009-06-02T23:58:00.003+08:00

the experience you gain worth more than that you pay hahahah~

preciously 2.6.09 we played paint ball and its a blast.......
people came to play along were humra, amad, aziz, aiman, azrin and I hahah we were having so much fun because its our first time accept Aziz ( well he is a pro) hahah we played for 3 hours and only paid 60 ringgit hahaha plus with the adrenal rush i cant feel any pain..... well the third game my hand was shot and basically it is covered in paint hhahaha when i got out i notice that there is blood dripping hahah and then i start to run to the toilet and wash my hands hahah

the injury was not that bad hahhah but still it stings like hell hahahha and yes got shot from the paintball hurts and causes a lot of bruises around my body hahah aiman was shot at the ass hhahah and now he cant sit properly hahha well i think i cant say more except paintball is the best hahahah~~~ here are some pictures hahah of my injuries~~

this were my injuries that i can see hahha to be precious i have 5 injuries hahahh~~~~

and this is the only picture that I've taken hahah were very into the game till forgotten to take a group photo but this will do just to show how cool it looks like hahahah~

Childhood memories....... my first fight~~

2009-05-26T13:44:00.003+08:00

It all began when i was still 10 years old that time i was still the same old me ; quiet shy and anti-social. so i became their toy....... It happen when i had this ngaji class at a mosque near my grandma's house with me i have 2 cousin and my brother. They were only seven years old.......
M first time going to that ngaji class well people just ignore me but after a few days they start to bully me.... Example they make this thing from a stapler bullet they twist the middle part so that it looks like a barb wire.... what they did was they put it behind my back and slap my back repeatedly till there is blood but i just sit there just saying 'ow' because i don't really care but still i went back with a lot of small holes behind my back ........... then the following week they start to put the stapler bullet under my seat...... so when i sit down i step on it well this time i can see the blood coming out.... this time i was angry and come to the dude that put it there and i ran and knock him down with my elbow ..... he fell and faint for a while a lot of people gather around as a reward i got rotan.....

After a few weeks they start to plan a revenge..... at first they don't let us in the mosque till our ustat scold us because we were late ..... then they start to tease us when i ask my cousins and brother to fight ... they told me that they were afraid so this thing continue for a few month when this one time the boss's sister blame my cousin for disturbing her and i was also got point .... she was crying but if you can see through her eyes with the evil smile ...... my rage is building inside....

the next day they do the same thing but this time they lock the doors to come in the mosque.... so i put my bag down and start to find an unlock door... ( which i manage to find) i quickly go to the stairs and saw 3 of them sitting there...... with all my might i punch the first person and drag the second dude down the stairs then i punch him ..... now with one of the dude escape he went to call the boss.... well or age difference was only 2 years but at that time i know no fear i quickly run to him and do this flying kick... he fell down and i punch him a lot then he start to say something that change my life there ........ he told me that he was sorry and i am the boss there now.........

after that i was rewarded the second time by the ustat for fighting...........

the next day there were no more jokes about us the door is open and people around respect me so much that they were afraid just to talk to me .... well i feel like a monster with adrenaline rush i feel nothing in my head just keep on saying 'kick his ass'........ for some good reasons the gangsters there are my friends now and this continue till the end of the year and we never meet again after that day~~~

A month later~

2009-05-24T13:11:00.003+08:00

well after a whole month phone-less now its repaired thanks to my very own generosity and to repair that thing it cost me 130 ringgit just for a cable here's how it looks like........
can u imagine this strip of wire cost me 130 ringgit WTF people WTF~~

Note-to-self~

2009-05-18T18:32:00.001+08:00

You've kissed someone but you don't know who??

~~~~Curious~~~~

Times flies when people starts to talk~~

2009-05-11T17:25:00.004+08:00

' Why do u like someone when she doesn't like you?? '

so to that is special about her.. well we start to know each other when i was 14 more than me day i am going to tell u something about a friend i met for the first time when i was in secondary school....... actually we don't really talk until it was form 3... hahah to be more precious my friend has been there for me although that she always end up hurting me or vice versa ( because she is like my kryptonite)........ FYI she is the only one that can make me mad, sad and emo ..... i don't know why other girls cant do it but she can ....... hahahhahah we were close when ...... let me remember.......... owh yea she hug me because i don't know why and suddenly ...... ( don't be thinking something different at that time i hate it when people touch me seriously...) then i look at her and with a serious face i ask ' oI kenak tok?? " and then she let go hhahahah .......... the following year i sat behind her and from that day we start to know each other better because at that time i was so fucking depressed and luckily she was there to comfort me. at that time also it was the PMR exam hahah but still i was still slacking around until she asked me to join her tuition centre hahah and we had 2 same class that is math and science hahaha thanks to her i start to like a St 3sa girl hahah and the relationship end up with me getting a rejection but it was a long time ago hahah......... when i was in form 4 we were not in the same class because she has a better result than me hahah..... but still at that time i was pretty mad at her because of some few unfamiliar reasons but who cares ........ well she help me a lot when i start to give up on liking a girl that doesn't like me back so she starts to ask me the question above ........ from that day i start to let the girl i like go although it took some time but she has her own dilemma and her own life to worry about when i ask her what happen she always turns me down but it doesn't really matter hahah in form 5 well currently right now I'm still here with her but we never make love well because she likes mamat more than me hahah .......... and i know that she will always be my wall when something bad happens because no matter what happens between us in the future nor past i will always trust her... =DD

Can u guess who this is??

Love or its just a project??~

2009-05-09T12:01:00.003+08:00

"Hahhah its actually just a crush hahaha bkn nya sampe nak ajak gerek pun..."

hahaha these words makes me feel so low hahaha but still some people think that I'm still holding on to her but still've let her go and people don't know about it cause the way i act in front of her that keeps people think hahah~ and I'm still here standing with a broken heart and holding an AddMAth project in my hand and Ive decided that i will hold on to these papers cause I've had enough of what people are saying bout me and the way the think that i have a cheeky a.k.a playboy personality but inside I'm still a boy sitting in the darkness waiting and waiting for someone to light up my path that i should go and someone to fill my emptiness in the loneliness I'm in so please lay off from the saying and keep me occupy of happy memories not the sorrows............

haaaa~ if this is life I'm going to be use to so I'm ready cause I'm going to stand up and try to find my the light in darkness although I'm sure that I'm going to be lost but I'm determined that i will find myself someone to keep me occupy and and to be the person that will be my legs..........

question of the year~

2009-05-04T16:17:00.002+08:00

There i was in an L.R.T preciously 11.55 p.m. when my 33-year-old cousin told me that " Awek tu cantik kan?? " and i take a look ......... well it looks like ms. BND ahahahah seriously but she is Chinese and have a short hair and uses big square-old-school glasses..... She is CUTER hahah and FAIR-er ( is this such a word??) hahah so i told him " oklah juak " ahhaha (bulak da jak )

Well after *cleaning my eyes* he asked me again " Wan ktk ade gerek ke??" i was shock and i answered him with ' xda kenak??' and now he will start to lecture me hahha it starts with smthg like this ..........

Cousin: wan ktk tauk x ........... waktu ktk tok lah paling bagus carik gerek.....

Me: Y?

Cousin: yalah mun ktk x carik grk kinek tok ktk akan jadi kedak kmk ..... xda
grk sampe tua hahah..........

Me: Bkn ktk dapat carik ka??

Cousin: carik dapat p mek mok juak nok hot and cute HAHAHHAHAH

Me: Aih then kenak ktk x KAHWIN gik..........

Cousin: nok kacak dak ney pun suma mok duit ........... yalah susah nya....

After that we reach a station ( dah lupak apa nama ......) so the story ends here haha there is more but i cant remember hohoho~

Btw this happens in KL........ that was like Last 2 months hhaha~

2009-05-02T18:07:00.001+08:00

Hit me more I'm still standing.............

from this to that and everything is connected....~~~

2009-04-30T22:18:00.008+08:00

this month is one of the most awful month of my life because the 'bad luck' keeps on haunting me .......... it starts with my rejection , then my dad start to come and go from house to the hospital, my phone is like a fucking monkey ( to be exact it just killed itself) , then I just ran out of cash , my watch is spoilt, i have a tooth ache ( which is so sudden because i brush my teeth twice a day......) then i forgot to bring my nilam to school........, my best friends are going to change their tuition centre , today my parents just lecture me on what should i be when i grow up ( which i cant choose it myself) and I'm gonna be so fucking emo but i cant because I'm so flexible till everything looks so normal and joyful. Plus every single person in this state thinks that I'm a Playboy come on laaa~ people don't judge me by my outer appearance and start on thinking what do i have inside because u don't know how many rejection I've been through...... i think i really need my shrink............. shit bena ehh~~

Two people that makes me to be what i am now........... or is it??? ~~~

2009-04-24T23:56:00.003+08:00

Tersebutlah kisah d suatu tempat yang terpencil yang bernama Limbang lahir lah seorg jejaka yang kehensoman nya ke tahap dewaan sehingga ramai perempuan inginkan nya........... Jejaka tersebut telah d beri nama Mamat a.k.a Rafeeq a.k.a Pik ( bukan nama singkatan bagi pikachu atau babi yang tidak pandai sebut pencilbox...) ....... antara banyak kawan yang aku pernah ada dia lah yang selalu berada di sisi ku walaupun pada suatu jumaat dia tinggalkan aku d sekolah menunggu nya tetapi dia telah pergi.....tetapi itu kisah lama ......... let's continue.... ok ...... walaupun dia sangat hesem sehingga menjilat ***** dia ada kelemahan iaitu masalah penceraiaan atau dalam bahasa sarawak "break".....
Dia mempunyai masalah untuk melepaskan kekasih lama nya yang dia amat cintai tetapi tidak sanggup menanggung kemaluan apabila d didump ......... sepeti org lain juga dia mempunyai hidung dan badan yang setanding dengan abdus...... walaupun abdus d selaputi dengan minyak manjakani yang dapat meningkatkan pertumbuhan susu atau nenen......... selain daripada itu dia adalah sumber pengaruh kepada saya dan juga saya adalah sumber inspirasi kepadanya....... untuk makluman kalian yang membaca sekarang ini dia masih single and still at a high price kerana dia akan crk teman hidup selepas SPM harap kalian sanggup menunggu .......... dia juga seoarang yang gay pada hari ini dia telah memeluk ku ..... ya itu ada lah kisah benar....... walaubagaimanapun dia juga suka mencabul kehormatan Ridzwan seorang budak yang kuat berbulu.... dan anak kepada humrawali ........ dia juga telah menyumbang kan i dea kepada ku untuk menulis blog pasalnya pada hari ini juga...... oleh itu sampai sini sahajalah kisah mamat aku akan sambung kan nya apabila aku da idea lagi...... sekian......

The following person is BND........ dia ada lah kakak kepada putri dan dia mempuyai sesikap dengan mamat ( org diatas ) tetapi dia seorang perempuan
......... dia adalah diantara orang yang sangat memahami kerana dia mepunyai sikap yang suka mengetahui pasal kisah hidup seseorang individu oleh sebab itu dia pun memilih untuk menjadi seorang pakar dalah psikologi bkn physic tetapi seseorang yang suka mendengar masalah orang dah mengecajkan seseorang itu dengan bayaran yang mahal..... semahal mana pun dia masih berhutang kepada ku pasal ari itu dia telah menyuruh ku untuk mencari lagu dah mengeburnkannya kedalam cd untuk di dengar oleh nya .......... dia juga seseorang yang suka membaca buku yang membuat aku menjadi lebih protektif dan menjadi lebih emo daripada hari-hari lain...... hahah selepas mengetahui berita tentang kebencian seseorang itu kepada aku....... aku menjadi emo tambahan pula bapa aku telah masuk hospital tetapi aku terima nya dengan hati yang tenang...... ok sambung dengan BND ....... walaupun dia sanggat garang dan kemayuk dia tetap seorang kawan yang susah untuk dicari seperti mamat ...... mereka adalah antara kawan yang menjadi pengaruh kepada aku hahahahahahahaha...... dan mereka juga akan menjaga belakang aku seperti aku akan menjaga belakang mereka hahahah .................... hahahhhaha nampak nya aku akan akhiri disini dan insyallah aku akan menulis blog pasal dua orang lagi kawan karib aku iaitu G dan Z .............

Oven~

2009-04-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

As u all know that today is a hot day...... but for u guys who have air con. go **** yourself (hahah) think about the environment once in a while...... well i am staying at my grandma's place....... and for certain we don't have air con.

The story was something like this..... I woke up early because my school has one of those days where teachers met with our parents ........hahahh and F.Y.I i am a good boy so my uncle is happy with me ( fyi my dad is sick so he can't tag along and my uncle as my sub for a dad..... ) so after everything i was sent back to my grandma's ........ there i was with a report card in my hand ...... i gave it to my mom and all she said is Blaja Bio kau...... hahah and i went up and on my laptop....... well after i check my mail and chat with Adi Nadia .......... i felt sleepy and told her that i want to take a nap...........

Here is the good part i was sleeping in my cousin's room a.k.a The Oven......... i felt a sleep and some Fucking bitch/dude switch off the fan and when i woke up i was sweating like ...... try to imagine when u went for a swim with your shirt on and get out of the pool well i was like something like that but not too wet ......... fuck i feel like i just went for a marathon in my sleep........

birthday wish to my partner in climbing trees~

2009-04-16T23:07:00.003+08:00

Oit monkey happy orang-utan day~

Try to solve this~

2009-04-15T22:10:00.002+08:00

12 monkeys are sitting on a tree, 1 said 2 became a zombie, meanwhile 3 and 4 became babi, but 5 warn 6,7 and 8 to stay away from abu dhabi, while 9 and 10 are going to see Rock Lee, so 11 and 12 is BieBie......

What are WE???

today was special~

2009-04-12T22:04:00.001+08:00

today soul higher made to the finals and i bought a new head phone tee heee~
hahaha and I'm still bored on nthgless to do shit~

1st time in 4 years~

2009-04-12T00:50:00.001+08:00

I didn't get a rejection ..... woohoo~

It is her ..... no its just ur imagination~

2009-04-10T17:48:00.002+08:00

After a few months being alone in the dark suddenly the Bitchnextdoor came along and brought her sis along...........

Hahha we chat again (part 2) TO BE CONTINUE............

P/s: Hasil paksaan B.N.D ho ho ho ( happy good Friday)

What if....~

2009-04-10T02:24:00.002+08:00

If I ask you to be my Girlfrind, will u accept me????

XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

It Starts with U~

2009-04-10T02:07:00.003+08:00

So here goes this few weeks are a bit OFF because of the ppl who r just playing to be the one who is not the one whom they think are...........

Well today sucks ass ........ we don't have any breaks and it because of the bloody fuckin test......... and I'm HUNGRY =D but still its Akezal Vision's Birthday so Happy New year it's a start of a new beginning and Shah nya masih imagine kissing ngan Izyan hahahahah............... mun ada hard proof bok mek show tak kkk???

well yesterday is past so I still can't fill my head with BIO why must i hate words ?? Why??? u tell me why...... hahah so i should just continue and hope 4 a better result .........

But now I'm happy because i just found out where i left my endoftheyearschollpictureswithnudebabes........... hahhahaha Fyi i just got dissed by the G-ster maybe it's PMS week hhaahah still i know that u don't want to see me with some other girls ........ hahaha

I think this leads to no where maybe i should stop .... ho ho ho~

It hurts .....

2009-04-04T12:57:00.002+08:00

After the PJ session i did 30 push up in 1 minutes
26 sit-ups in 1 minute and a heart beat of 96 beat/min after going up a stair thingy for 3 min

Now everythg hurts HELP!

What happen here??

2009-04-03T14:24:00.002+08:00

Where r the blogs that im following??
btw aneesah i dont think that ur evil or anythg hahah...
with this blog system like this i feel like "" malas mok blog laa~""

How do they look~

2009-04-02T16:14:00.002+08:00

I saw aneesah last 2 days haha and she looks like rihanna ......
Jijikmon looks like she is gonna BLOW....
Gjan as if she is like a mother and perfectionist~
Akezal has smthg wrong with his back... he needs to pee anti clockwise..
Mamat ..... i barely sees him nowadays with all the KARAOKE practice....
Humra still needs to plant more trees
Fiq just punched a hot cattle
Ajit is trying to seduce me ..... fyi it doesn't work~ hoho hoho
Pawying is still busy with mahendran
Putri is stilll the same

the rest is meant to be a mystery hoho hoho~

After 2 weeks of exam~

2009-03-30T15:05:00.002+08:00

This is what i get~ ahahahah all in all ~> i did well hahahah
EXCEPT i fail my Biology........ why must i fail this subject????
Man all i want is to pass haaaa~ although i did a revision on this bub but still i get it Fail btw thanks to the teacher who cant teach well......
always have sex and got pregnant.....
and she want us to come 4 extra class because she is not going to be at school 4 3 months...... 1st thing 1st DON'T Try to MULTIPLY next time ~

KL the torturing machine~

2009-03-23T22:06:00.001+08:00

Just got back from KL and everythg HURTS hahahah~

I cant go that far~

2009-03-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

Ma leg are killing me~

Quote from a long lost friend~

2009-03-13T23:23:00.003+08:00

"love has no reason nor type nor boundaries nor rules,no nothing but just feeling" by Kaki Besi~

I'm Free~

2009-03-13T17:03:00.002+08:00

I'm free from phychopath .....
I'm free from test results......
I'm free from girls.......
I'm free from Virus.......
I'm free from ( fucked up websites) ......
I'm free from ps2...... but still in psp......
I'm free to choose......
I'm un-free from KL......... shit!!!!!

Anak murid GTA San Andreas aku............

2009-03-08T19:16:00.002+08:00

Semakin tua dah usang .....
Mamat (dengan muka cool) heppy woman's day........
Yes u go girl and hepi Birthday.....
btw FAH merindu-i mu sehingga x larat untuk kencing........ KAsihan

1st time.....

2009-03-08T01:17:00.001+08:00

Today 4 the first time i had ....................XXXX created my own facebook XXXX

Love is out there........ Or is it......

2009-03-06T19:31:00.003+08:00

A wise woman used to say to me that "" Why do u love someone if they don't love u?? """" maybe i should follow what she say and try to search 4 the one that loves me the way i am............ Haaaa~ i wish i can just undone what i have done that put me in this misery........

the worst to come........

2009-03-02T18:21:00.002+08:00

Like my life and people around me are getting better...........

Wo de pen you shi diagnosed with cancer ( please don't go)

then the STUPID ipod........ i just bought u and u makes thgs worst...

putri thought that i asked her to be my girlfriend ( which i never intend to).......

well now the examination week i'm still in my hibernation mode give me a break will you....... ( plus i don't know why i like sejarah ?? )))

then here comes KL again ( i don't want to go ) haiya .......

Aneesah mana kamu......

G no matter what happens u will alwasys be my friend........

Nawhdir is a GAY.........

2009-02-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

So there is one time I met a dude named nawhdir ( i think he is a gay.......) hohohoho
because well he used to like chilled with a lot of girls like a dude named aziz he owns chicks seriously he does.........
well nawhdir is a bit different cause he is changed now because of the surrounding so now he is not a GAY.......

The 'BEST" thg happens today..........

2009-02-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

here goes yesterday i had a fight with a friend and my friend was very mad, sad, and angry........ here comes the BEST part so she sign out her i'm then my friend told my other friend that happens to BE sitting next to me in class ( i think or she just has a twitch )......... today my friend who sits next to me wont even bother to say Hi or speak to me ..... Thanks alot i bet they dont know what happen to me this week ....... i wish i could turn back in time cause to day i just lost 2 of my bestfriends........

1 week internet-lesssssssss........... and some bad news.......

2009-02-15T01:46:00.003+08:00

This is what I've become when there is no Internet..... Boynation was the best among the 6 we have organise...... the winner 4 this year is b-boy cody..... From 10 ppl I've sent invites only 2 came... haiya kamu org x support kawan......... well that's the good part and btw i went to st joe's valentine talentine ahhaha guess what Soul Higher got second place again hahhaha....... ( well there is only 2 group performing and the champion are shufflers ) SHEET!!!!

So that's the good part (part 2)

Here comes the bad part........

I'm a loser on Valentine ( not that i dont celebrate )
Why cant girls accept boys the way they are?? Not by telling them ' You're not my type so i don't like u.....". WHY?????!!!!!!!
Well i lost my voice after singing for 2 hours ....... sheet im f*ckin EMO..... thanks alot....
I don't want to discuss about these things anymore .........
I don't want to go KL..... F*ck...........

Sad Story Sad Ending Bad People are Winning.........

2009-02-09T19:50:00.002+08:00

Once aneesah and I talk about What if Bad people starts to win??
I think it is hunting me seriously because people are starting to PISS me of everytime i start to fight back......... Guesss what i'm to blame plus my Slut is avoiding me like crazy.......... it's true and Najihah didnt trust me ....... mun x cayak udah........ hahahha yesterday when i log in my IM she starts to sign off and Najihah told me that maybe she is tired and few more reasons .......... so guess what happen today..............

I log in my IM and a few minutes later she logs in then..

I tried to BUZZ her and start a conversation by ........

ME : Hello kamu lama tidak dengar cerita.........

( a few minutes later she reply with smthg like this.....)

Slut : Bye

Awkward much seriously ...... and she is still On9 but she said Bye to me WTF!!!!!!!!!!!

2 hours of sleep will be just FINE........

2009-02-09T01:13:00.004+08:00

There i was sitting and waiting till the sunrise haaaaa~
let me tell u what happen..........*&&*()*)(*_*)*(*&&&&_)*)_(+
As i was sitting at my grand ma's house i recieve a call from my mom and she told me that i have a duty that is to be my dad's maid at the general hospital ..>..... don't ask me why.......... ahahhaah i was sent there at 9.30 pm i was alone luckily i brought my laptop and psp along to kill my bored-ness..........
not so long later my cousin showed up he was shock to see me bald hahaha (because i cut my hair so short till people can't even pull it) actually he laughed at me ( thanks AIMAN) hahahah at preciously 12 midnight we were still awake watching blades of glory ( what a gay movie... seriously it is) hahah at 1 were still awake playing cards and i get to lie under the bed because the place is SO small!!!!!!
Then he asked me that "Y don't we go down and take a walk under the moonlight ?" so we went down and that place is SO creepy because in front of the building is the place where dead bodies are cut to be investigate..... and next to it is the "rumah mayat"... hahah

Then we went to the entrance of the hospital it is as quiet as ever 4 the 1st time.... hahah we walk and walk we saw alot of creepy alleys that leads to ... (actually we don't know where ..... hahah) then we saw smthg.......

its large ........ green and glowing

its .......

(as we walk nearer and nearer)

luckily it is not a ghost it was a coffee machine we laugh as we walk back to the to the RTU building hahaha ( the thing is we want to drink coffee but we for got to bring cash so we had to walk back what a pain in the legs......) hahah preciously 3 am we reach the coffee machine ....... we put cash in it actually 2 ringgit and we had to choose type of coffee i choose milo and aiman ended choosing the wrong type of coffee i think because its very bitter and taste like shit hahahah .............

At 4 we reach my dad's place i sleep under the bed while aiman sleep next to me we r about 15 cm a part hahah seriously......... then a few minutes later i slept ( before that i can see the sun in the rise hahaha) 2 hours later i woke up and so is aiman hahah my father bought us breakfast hahahah the reason we woke up because at 6 am the situation at the RTU unit is so busy like there is fire hahahha
then my dad ask us to go down and look for any stalls that sell "kuih-muih' ahahha and the story ends here because later on my other cousin came and brought us to my grand ma's house....

THE END..

The 1st book ...............

2009-02-08T02:59:00.004+08:00

So there i was lying on a fold up bed at my grand ma's house........... As i was lying i was reading a book written by Sophie Kinsella (it's the 1st book that i manage to read and finish (seriously it's TRUE!!!)) , Can You Keep A Secret....... this book is a bout a woman who happens to be telling her secrets to an unknown dude and ends up to be lovers hahahhah and it's hilarious!
This book is also about someones Life ...... hope that you guys ac read it....... I know its a girl's book but still try to be as open as possible to the world because it has more fascinating things then that u can imagine.......

End of the Year party.......... ( kinda)

2009-01-28T22:56:00.007+08:00

The only 2 female character that are ok with me taking their picture ( Curi-Curi) hahah
Guess who are they?.....

Well this is G-hahahahahha.........

A very suitable name for Afzal.....

This is one of the ninja turtles brother.... ( this is Afzal)

A friend that helps each other to buy clothes......

This is Amad hahaha rambut panjang oii!

Geng kaki lepak Blakang class....

A memorable chair that will never be forgotten....

The 3 plastic surgery patients Perform by Mamat and I....

Year end so Mamat decided to bring his phone to school...

Happy face of a kid just found out that a glue can stick.... ( well this is Mamat)

This is Taufique after having a brain surgery From mamat and me......

This is Humra and Zhi Yong after Class hahahah

A face that Shows a certain of personality (Actually were thrown outside hahah)

JKS design engineer of Akezal Vision...

Muka org sedang bercinta....... hahah

Guess Who's??

Morning Face ........ With a kiss from humra hohoh (Gay Face)

For those who don't know who they r........
Well they are my friends ahhahah well friends will follow u till u die hahah
These are last year pictures hahah hope u enjoy them....
Well Z is not in because she didn't come to school for the 5 final days of school........ hahaah ENJOY!!

A "tick" in my to-do list........

2009-01-27T21:37:00.006+08:00

Other than chatting with Aneesah ........ well not for long until she told me that she had to go swimming hahahahah Minum coke aju!!! hahahah after that i was dusty because of rotting in front of 2133 ....... then smthg came up........ I decide to make a gif file .... at first i was searching the wed then try to download from cnet download.com but it turns out ZERO ahahahh so i change my course and try to download the software from other than download.com.......... It's soft smthg hahaha after learning from the YOUTUBE......... Actually 30 minutes later I finish my 1st gif photo there .... ahhahah Great i tried to put it in but it dosn't work Shit!!!! It's okay ilearn from my mistakes hahaha maybe ill just put it in so that ppl u can c hahahhha...........

The Bad Thing .........

2009-01-26T00:10:00.004+08:00

The bad thg about CNY's eve is That for those who have difficulties sleeping such as me.....
because of the firecracker it's like a war zone here we can here explosion almost everywhere plus it's making this thg we call POLLUTION to the world bugger although this is a very special day for them because noise from these firecrackers or air bomb can scare away ghosts hope that these ghosts wont come to my neighbour hood shit i cant sleep ............

But still 2morrow im gonna be rich hahah thanks to ang pow me collected hahahahaha YEA good nyte..?

To daTe Is a Tale ............

2009-01-25T21:35:00.003+08:00

So there i was hahaha when It rains i fall asleep ....... when i woke up the day is dry yet it rain some more and i m very sorry because i can not come today to ur jackass-ses wedding but i manage to watch aiman de match hahahah

Things that I've achieve hahah my conextion with aneesah is getting better ...... i hope it stay that way.... hahah and fiqah and azie and madihah hahaha so it's nice to be this way hahahha btw i'm ..... out of idea well write again soon hahah........

HAhaHA So today ............

2009-01-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

So tomorrow i need to go to a wedding hahaha and it's my first time ...... mesti cool kali
hahahhah so i've been nice and guess what....... my frens are getting married hahahha that day afzal fight with his gf must be in love hahahah .............

Merry Chinese New Year~

2009-01-24T10:47:00.000+08:00

Merry Chinese New Year~
Gong Xi Fa Chai~
Have A Nice Day.......

Hello 2009 (Sorry 4 the Late Arrival)

2009-01-19T15:58:00.000+08:00

As u all noe it has been 2 weeks after school started and alot of thngs happened.....
Such as........... Putri is getting sarcastic...
Z is getting smaller .......... G is heart broken ..... Mamat is single.... Humra is fat....... I miss my Slut..... Afzal kissed his girlfren and had Sex.... hohoh
Azlia has/hav a new slave........ Paw is so cute.....
Aziz is a Bapa ayam ......... Amad dyed his hair ....... Pau is pau-licious...... hahahh

The best thing abvout this year is im going for SPM hahaahha and I have my frens to support me along the way.......
I think im out of love hahahah thats smthg new 4 me hahah.... I finished playing mgs4 (it's the bomb) haaha kalah kau mat...... Im sitting nex to Z and humra nad the geng is right behind me hahahha....... Putri is sitting nex to Paw hahaahha They make a nice pair hahhahaha .......... These happened to my school and i haven told u about outside world hahah ..... I think im out of ideas Better start study before it's to late hhahahah .....

Pet and 1st timers~

2008-12-16T21:43:00.000+08:00

There i was when i was around 2-3 years old i was like a gorilla (seriously because I'm very naughty)

One day my parent bought me a gold fish and it was my first pet..
They bought it from a night market i was very grateful to them because they trust to take care of it........ well i did but it didn't survive a day because of my love and care towards it..... I never stop feeding it ...

(FYI: For u guys out there gold fish cannot be given food too much because they cannot control eating..... eventually they die )

So the next morning i woke up and quickly ran to my play room now it is a store.... I saw it floating upside-down i was like touching it but it wont move and i called my mom and they told me its dead..... I didn't cry because they told me they will buy me a new pet..... but they lied parents they are always like that hahaha.... so my mom pick up my gold fish and put it inside the toilet and flush it.... HAaa~

Moral of the story: Even a naughty boy there is some feeling of care in then...... trust me they have it.....

Movie Night~

2008-12-15T21:25:00.000+08:00

If all of u can read...
Tonight is movie nyte yea!!

2 days at Santubong~

2008-12-14T20:30:00.000+08:00

Halo World I'm back after 2 days out to Santubong with The Soul....
Now i have the chance to blog...
Ok here Goes...... the things that I've completed so Far is only 2 ( I think)
First I ve finish watching hana-kimi it was hilarious but the ending is sad...
HoHo
Finally, I forgot hoho....
At santubong we had fun haahah
we went to the beach and everythg
hahaha
I feel tired now so Ill try to continue 2morrow....

About telling the truth~

2008-12-07T02:08:00.000+08:00

Today I just got home~
And i miss a lot of things today~
I'm suppose to go out with Farid and G but i hav failed to entertain them because
We had to go to this studio.........( long story )
I'm sorry u guys for disappoint-ing-ing (part 2)
If i came and my ex crush is there....
It will be a masa-care and the feng shui and aura will turn up-side down
I hope they will understand
For them im not that important because im they only need me if they need smthg....
Later when they had fun they will just abandoned me and left me in the loneliness
Some of them do...
Today ive ask for help to tell some about smthg so i texted my fren and all she told me
"Padah dirik pun"
I was like "Ok" and i Felt heav to text her......
My uncle just passed awal last ________ and i felt sad but didnt cry
Ive also went to the cemetry to watch them bury him......
Some of the women cried and my cousin fainted because of the heat..
The people there were "blank hearted" because they had lost the person that they loved so much....
He was suffering lukemia for the last 4 years..
I remembered when i was a little boy he used to give me aride on his motorcycle...
Everytime i went to his crib the 1st word that i said to him will be "Yan kta pegi raon mok?" (Mei how de hui yi~)
haahah~
Those were the days now he is gone...
He was a great men and i will always salute him~

So continue on with your life~
When someone fcuk u,
U should fcuk them back~
because u must get up and defend urself...
dont be a cute can run away....

A man used to say to me...
Ppl can run fast but Their problems can run faster...
So they should faced their problem other then running away from it....

To G hope that Farid treat u well so that u wont be lonely unlike me ...
and im sure that behind his mask u will find someone much better ~

Although my fren always PALAT-ED me but what to do i trust them..
But my trust only can be used only once......
If they try smthg i will Never talk to them again.......

I think im in love but with WHom?
Please help me find because these feelings can make ppl kill ppl~

Ive always wanted to hav a pet because i noe that only them will not run away and leave me in this emptiness...

So i will continue again later... because now i need to rest and think what r the things that ive done so far~

Things to say but no time to do~

2008-11-30T13:54:00.000+08:00

So after 1 whole week at my aunties's I'm home.... ( Hoooo-Ray)

There r a lot of things to say so im just going to make it as simple as possible~

Yesterday "Soul Higher' Perform at Hello Kuching!!! Then we went to Spring benda sia suma mulah~ hoho

Then me and Daus went to watch Twilight~ G dont talk about this movie or i'll
spill everythg hahah~

I feel wierd to day so im just going to continue tomorrow ~

Toddles~

Boring at Kuching~

2008-11-22T22:51:00.000+08:00

I decided to write this blog early because nthg going to happen today........

So today i fix my bike and that's all i do~ Hahaha its getting boring every second of this holiday~

Yea i just came cross to my mind that my parents hate my hair because it is expandable and very messy because it is long hhahah~....

They tried to pujok me from the start of the holidays till now to cut my hair but i still wont because Z reserved my hair earlier.....

So today my dad ask me to follow him... I ask him where r we going and he told me u will be surprise...

(can u guys guess).........

He brought me to the barber shop
hahha~

He even seduce the barber to tell bad things about my hair but still i dont want to cut it.
Finally my dad ask the barber to cut his hair Although it is still short (=_=")
hahah

But still the barber kept on telling me to cut my hair.....
All of my answer are NO! hahahha

So that happen to me today..... I guess it is not boring after all~
hahhaah

Moral of today's story:~ 1) U must keep ur promise

2) Dont give up when someone keep on saying NO!!! (My dad and the barber)
3) U must keep to what u want to do and dont get ur hopes down if everyone hates u because the real thing is the are envy looking at u hahah~

Decreasing of Naughtyness~

2008-11-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

So today i just notice that I'm becoming more Innocent~
HAhah
It was funny because because when i was a little child at the age between 3-5 years old i was very rebellious hohohoh......

Things that i have done~

1) It was night and i went to scare my lil bro with a toy porcupine he was scared and ran so I ran and chase him...... he close the bedroom door and my head hit the doorknob.. hahhahaha then the nex thing i now is i woke up and saw my face painted with blood..
haahha....

2) I've put an old man's lighter into his cup of coffee hahah he was searching for it high and low then he drank his cup of coffee and he almost swallowed the lighter hahahha
I was laughing watching him..... (evil much)

3) My dad went to this place to " berubat".
Then there is a man named ***** bin Jaws he was a bad man i think.
The man from the other room was calling the man's name...
then i ask him (brave laa~) "Is ur dad a fish? "
that man was staring at me because i keep on laughing...
My dad had to pinch me to make me stop haahahah~

I think thats all the bad stuff that ive done.....
when i was little.

Moral of the story:~ When u have a rebellious child when he was little U will hav a high chance to have a nice kid when he grows up~

So now im going to continue on " What happen to me today?" (Ding ding ding~)

So today i manage to connect my laptop to my Dad's LCD tv~
It was fun to chat with ppl using a 47" tv haahhah~

I also had a chance to c Maria***** face hahah
she at KL now (FYI) hahah TQ Z for giving me the chance...
hohoho

That what happen to me so far......... It's Boring for some ppl But for me it's still the best~

Hahaha ~ Trying to live~

2008-11-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

Today was ok but still there is smthg keep me thinking about girls and boys~

The thg is why they choose what type of girl or boys they like......
It's a bit weird for me because I don't choose the type of girl I like because there is no fun in that!! hahaahh~

Example:
Lets say that U like this type of girl ....... U date one and u date another one also the same..... is that fun? ahhah~

One day u will feel so bored dating the same type of girl over and over again....

So it is better to a pick girl or boy at random but choose wisely... Because I know that all of u have a brain....... hahah~

So start to pick a girl o boy at random so that u will have a colourfull life~ Trust me it does hahah because I've dated all kinds of girl from bitchy to calm and gentle~ hahaha

So go out and live ur life and dont be a robot by following ur own rule~
A wise man use to say rules r ment to be broken haahah
Break them but dont go to far hahahha~

Haa~ My life must move on~

2008-11-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

So here goes........

Last nyte i ask my new Crush wether she likes me or not?

So guess the answer hahahah~

YES or NO?

well u about to find out~

The answer is a NO Z and G laugh all u want.........

So let me continue on what happen haaa~

It happen on Wednesday nyte... ( i text her the nyte before)

So there i was chatting with mamat with his social issue......... Then i saw her online and I tell her

"I am sorry because i disturb u last nyte~
And r u mad at me? "

She didn't reply actually......

After 20 minutes of waiting then she answered

"No Do u want the answer?"

Me : no laa~ when u r ready u tell me

She : ok im ready The truth is.......

(my heart was like a V10 engine waiting for her answer)

She : the truth is ......... ( BTW she keeps on stalling)

Me : Its a NO rite?

She: Yea because ur not my type and im not ready............

( My heart was crushed and broken into millions of pieces then vanish )

With an empty heart i told her

Me: Its ok i' ll understand.....

Malas mok guna kedak tok bgs ku berik sinopsis jak....

After that she ask me "will u move on?" and i answered " yeah i will "

So i dicided to open a new topic and i did......... then suddenly she told me " u dont want to move on"

I was like " huh " and she was like "never mind"

I was confuse so I ask her " how do u want me to move on by not chatting with u?"

She answered "Yea"

So i just told her " ok bye nyte" and closed the window......

That was the first time this year i felt so heart broken and after a few minutes she offlin-ed...

Moral of today story is~ dont ask them let them tell u themselves i can prevent any heart injuries
ciusly~

So that's what happen to me today......haaa~ and i thought that she was the one~

Life goes on~

2008-11-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

So based on what happen today my ex ask me about " What happen to us ?" haaha~

(after chatting for a few hours suddenly)
She: knk ngan kta dolok?
Me: huh?
She: knk ktk give up dolok waktu ktk masih suka kmk?
<>
Me: ktk padah ktk da org lain ~
She: Oww menakah? I was going o reject that guy and take u instead~
<>
Me : Shit hahah mun dak kta dah grk kinek tok hahah
She : yalah tek

Moral of the story~~~> don't give up on your love life and if u just happen to miss it
u should carry on dont let ur memories kill u~

1st timer~

2008-11-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

As you can see this is my first time~
So im going to tell u bout myself~

I'm a boring person and the only thing i can do rite now is to gain my social skill~

Im in pain and no one notice it~

I hate when ppl look down on me on the 1st sight~

Fcuk them the don't noe what r they losing~

That's for now~

Btw i like to solve things~